"Families are like fudge - mostly sweet with a few nuts."

I know it has been awhile since i have written, with everything going 90 miles an hour around me i find it hard to catch my breath sometimes. I have finally moved away from home and in with Alex, and his grandpa to our surprise we have some other new room mates moving in till the end of October, Alex's mom, and two sisters, so as you can imagine we have a lot going on over here. I just want to pull my hair out some days. I find my self walking in after work and heading straight to our room to just get some piece and quite. On the lighter side, i have started a new softball co-ed team we play on Friday nights and we are good. I am really excited to see what this season will bring. So now that i have caught you up on everything i will try to write everyday. Until then........

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away."

When some one walks into your life, who you never want to see leave it makes you do some strange things, makes you stay up till 3 in the morning talking on the phone when you know you have to be up at 8 the next morning. Makes you smile when he just holds your hand. Makes every bad thing that happend that day go away. When do you relise you have found the one you want to spend the rest of your life with? When does it stop being something that we talked about and turn into something that is real? Why do we hang on to somethings that we want so bad, that will never be?