"Life moves on...if you ready or not"

I still find my self staring off in to space thinking about how things have changed so much in the last 7 months. I am 100% happy with the person that I have become. Its amazing to me how friends and family can help you over come the hardest things in life [heart break]... I am so thankful for all my friends who are always by my side through everything decision that I make. Life is really good!!!

My very own Home!

So i moved in to my apartment two Sundays ago and it is amazing i love the fact that i can do basically anything! It's nice to make your own rules, Sometimes you end up learning the hard way but...that's life.

So I was thinking the other day how much I have grown up from the person i used to be...how immature i really was. In a whole two years I have become someone totally different. My life is exactly where i want it now..and i could not be any happier. I am enjoying being single and having all my friends back in my life...I live for everyday..knowing tomorrow will not be the same as today!

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

It’s amazing to me how your life can latterly change right in front of your eyes. How everything that meant something to you, now means nothing and everyone who you thought was important in your life is now gone. Its amazing to me how sometimes you think you know someone so well, and then one day you wake up and you don’t even know who your looking at. I hate that I can’t go somewhere and not think of you, because everyone reminds me of the great times we once had. I wish I could just wake up and have forgotten the last two years of my life. I can’t stand that I was always there for you and you took it for granite. You want to know why I walked out, because I want more in life…I want someone who will look me in the eye as an equal and love me no matter what. You said I just walked away and let it all go, but honestly it was gone a long time ago. Now I am just left with the memories of how it used to be and that’s what I miss the most…the person I thought you were.