So..here i am officially 21 and finding my self growing older everyday. Talking about houses with Alex and buying something we are going to be living in for years to come is really actually a scary thing, but nice to know that you have found the one and only person you want to do that with. I still think we are going to hold off on the whole house buying experience until next year, I really need a new car and it's just not possible to do both at the same time. Sometimes i feel like i am stuck in the mud and not really moving forward just living day by day.. going to the same job everyday and doing the same thing everyday. I hate those mornings when you wake up and wish everything was different, makes you think what you are doing now is not good enough. I guess it's because I compare my self to different people,and what they are doing.. which I learned is never a good thing. I think i have come a long way in these last few months...repaired my relationship with Alex, and everything is AMAZING and i would not take back what we went through to be where we are now. I found out who my real friends are, and yet was disappointed again, but whats new!I have a feeling like 2010 is going to be a good year, & i could use a good year!
Sarah
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