I just need to ramble...

Why is it the idea to blog only pops in my head when I am annoyed or pissed and have the urge to get it out?  I don't want this to be a place where I come and just bash my life or where I come to pour my heart out, not really my thing. I am just going to take a few deep breathes and start over....
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This weekend was a very busy weekend as always in our house. I got the feeling this weekend like I have been neglecting wedding planning. The previous statement is very true to set the record straight, seems like I have an overwhelming feeling when it comes to wedding planning. I am back at square one with... " I don't know where to begin!" So there I went Sunday night at 8pm writing out all the things that needed to be done before August 1st.

The list looked a little like this..

1. Invitations  - Order & Ship
2.Cake - Appt & Order
3. DJ - Find and Book
4.Center Pieces - Mason Jars (10)
5. Tux's for the guys
6. Bride's Maid Dresses

Then my mind went on a 10 mile run, and didn't stop for any breaks. I was then stressing about the funds to cover all this and when and were all this had to be done by. Was there going to be a surcharge for this and a late fee for that. I stopped my self before having a small panic attack. Monday morning has been a success I called and booked the cake tasting, and A-ok'ed the invitations with Alex so they are ready to order on Friday. I messaged a few DJ friends of ours to see if they would be interested. Last but not least made a phone call to my brides maid's to scheduled a dress shopping trip for Friday.

I think I am pretty amazing sometimes every now I am stressed up the my eye balls, Just a few seconds to get my mind right and I am off on a mission of getting things checked of my list again. Megan is a humongous help she has no idea how much she keeps me sane...Thank you Megan.

This week is going to be busy as usual...just excited to have today to do nothing!

Till then,