This explains a lot...I am going to go with 1 and 2 combined. I have a great fear of life....and what may come in the next 4 months, and I also have this dejected mood that seems to be just lingering. I am really not sure if it is the wedding coming up in 3 months that has be so stressed out so much that I can't even function. Maybe it's our busy schedule and our endless checklist of projects and outings that are costing us money. Seems like the theme of my life right now is "If it's not one thing, it's another!" Complaining is really the only thing I feel like I am doing right now days.
I am looking forward to this weekend though and spending come quality, much needed time with my bride's maids. We are going dress, and accessory shopping for their dresses. Really hoping I can shake this mood by then I really don't want to be a Debbie downer. I think my "Funk" is due to lack of me time. I love Alex to death and I love every minute of every day I am with him, but I am going through this whole I am losing my Independence phase (again) I am freaking myself out about the wedding and that It better be the right thing to do, because I don't want to be part of the 85% divorce rate in the US now days.
Not to worry I will be okay, give me a few days and I will be back with a happier post.
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